"Crucial Eyes"

I tried to escape all of my life. Escape from whom I loved the most, escape from the place that I lived in, escape from the values that I grew with. I escaped, went trough a lot of bizarre observations, felt a lot of indescribable, saw a lot of unspeakable. When I reached the end of the way, Sun was setting, and I couldn’t go any further. That was the end of the way; the red line. I had grown with my perceptions. I tried to remember all of the things that I saw, but nothing came to my mind, seemed like all of it was insignificant stories. All I could think of was when It all started; All this chaos in me, all this homelessness. It all started when I gazed into your eyes for the first time, and saw the strangest meaning in them. That made me insane, a glad insane who never lived normally again, happily though. I escaped from you too, I had to go away. But I traveled all this way to the end of the world by thought of your eyes. I wanted to discover your eyes at the end of the earth, on the sun. This is why I said to you that day, " I feel like I have the same distance with you at each point, each crucial point.”, and you looked at me as If I was not making sense. I died right there, right at the end of the way, right at the very moment of sunset. The air smelled like your eyes, your crucial eyes.

outrageous inference

Life has turned to wandering in a lagoon full of useless thoughts and decayed beliefs, which we are not even ready to admit their defectiveness. We enjoy the sorrowful facts around us, and thoughtfully call ourselves "Open minded". Yet some people are watching a poisonous lily in the middle of the lagoon; poor people are awaiting for a "Big brother" to come, and save the world.



Zendegi tabdil shode be dasto pa zadan tooye ye mordab az aghayede pooside va fekraye bi masrafe ke hatta hazer be ghabol kardane bi khasiyyat bodaneshon ham nistim. Az booye motaeffene haghayeghe doro baremon ham lezzat mibarimo va ehsase roshan fekri mikonim. Baghiye ham ye gole zahr aloos vasate mordab mibinan va montazere ye naajiye bozorg baraye donyan.