Closure

It has been a very long time since I have written anything.
And I have always been very honored by all the comments from my very dear readers.
The matter of the fact is, that I have come a long way from when I wrote "Crucial Eyes", that I have come very far from my profound depression that truly shaped my as who I was.
I had to fit into a new society with a new language and new culture and at the same time I had to define myself. Life was hard and I underwent a lot of harsh conditions at that point, and it all made me question myself, my environment and my existence.
I couldn't`t help thinking how much all the pain we go through, all the struggle we take to eke out a living, all the conflict we have to know right from wrong, and all the inner anguish that makes us tie ourselves back to something more powerful and abstract has shapes us as persons, as distintive voices who can express and idealize. I have been a quite happy musician and I have been able to express myself through my music.
That`s why I think I need to stop writing.
This blog is a reminiscent of my adolescent, of a very important and valuable period in my life, a very memorable and difficult phase that turned me into a human.
Thanks all my readers and friends.
You always encouraged me to write more, but let`s face it that juice of creativity and anxiety belonged to my past.
This will be my last post on this blog for I have said what I wanted to say, for I declared my existence and my critical voice.
Hope the best for all of you my dear friends.
All the best
Saman Shahi
March 2008 Toronto, Canada